
Brace thy-selves! Weird, Thoth-y nudity ahead!
When does summer start for you? Is it at the solstice (Happy Solstice/Litha!)? For me it’s when the first roses start coming out which this year was SO early! The above photo was taken several weeks ago now. Despite the long days, all the additional demands on time have left little hours to spend sharing tarot with the world. Most years my tarot usage tends to tank in the June/July/August months, but though I haven’t posted, there still has been a monthly theme, which is Esoteric June! Or specifically for me, Thoth June!

I have a lot of reading material this month!
Though I did this monthly draw about a week into June, I took a much needed vacation and like most things I plan for this month, they tend to run away on me! I’ve known of the Thoth system for nearly as long as I’ve been practicing tarot. I will admit (because I know I’m not alone in this boat) I had the impression of the Thoth system being “intimidating”, “complex”, “esoteric”, “symbolic”, “Gnostic”, “ritualistic”, “weird”, and now being more than half a month into working with two Thoth decks (the Tabula Mundi and the Mary-El), I have to say…the system doesn’t disappoint! All these things are true! More importantly, these things are outside of my comfort zone, and I’ve really come to realize that I’ll need to continue my studies beyond just this month to become any good at reading a Thoth deck. BUT! You gotta start somewhere! I only have these two Thoth specific decks, but seeing as Thoth has quite a bit of astrology included in the system, I also pulled out my old trusty Oracle of the Radiant Sun to accompany my draws (as if I didn’t have enough complex cards to learn!)

Top row The Tabula Mundi Tarot, bottom row The Mary-El Tarot, side Oracle of the Radiant Sun
Seeing as I’m only using three decks this month, I did the draw a little differently. Top row is “this month,” bottom row is clarifier for the card above, and oracle cards are “outside forces/situations.”

Oooftda! That’s a lot in one spread! Okay, lets break it down:

So, in The Tabula Mundi, the artist reuses images all over the place and it makes the deck damn interesting! The Decans cards (which are basically zodiac cards), are not really described in the book but are complex composite images of related cards. This one the Justice card (which is 8 in the Thoth) and the Three of Swords cracked urn on top of a blue fire pit (which turns out is a reoccurring theme this month when reading the cards) and the diamond of the Four of Swords, a crossed Two of Swords. You’ve experienced a past of division and sorrow. Rest and recuperation is needed to re-balance the scales this month. When they tip one way, they must eventually tip the other. You will find who you are is not the summation of your past experiences, but how you chose to deal with those experiences.
Part of this re-balancing is learning to grab life by the horns! Or, er, grab the lion by his snake-y tail! Lust, so evocatively named, often is also described as passion. When you can master yourself in the presence of what makes you passionate, you will be unstoppable. While this is similar to the RWS card Strength, I feel this image really embraces your passions rather than taming them. Be your own best friend! Let your passions lead you in your life! Don’t be afraid to grab on!
Okay, I won’t lie, I find this Four of Disks is weird af. I get reminiscent “Green Man” vibes, and for some reason Tom Bombadil from The Lord of the Rings comes to mind. The TM author described this card as the power of material wealth and stability but warns it needs constant attention and “vigilance.” Money is meant to be used to go about our daily lives, but it also must be replenished and stored for when needed. How can you help that store grow this month? Is there an opportunity available to make a good investment? A fortress is only as good as the person behind the walls–what is worth protecting in your life and what are you wasting time and efforts on? Focus this month on building a support structure for your passions you’re following! They do not need to be exclusively separate from money-in and money-out!

Okay! On to the clarifiers! I’m feeling honestly like I should have drawn fewer cards!
I’ve always had a love/bamboozled relationship with The Mary-El. I got it years ago and struggled and struggled to use it. But it’s so beautiful. I think having it as an accompanying deck to the Tabula Mundi, which feels simpler and “easier” to me, will be a great way to ease into this rich and complex deck.
The 6 of Disks pairs with the Decans of Libra. One is black and white, stark, right and wrong, having to choose, righteousness vs injustice, the other is a blend of all, something beautiful and indescribable. What has happened has made you perfect as you are. You don’t have to choose, you are ready to have it all. Marrying different ideas, some that may even appear at opposition, creates magic and enlightenment. Don’t be afraid to integrate different approaches. Now is a time where anything is possible!
Stunning death is paired with Lust–how could it be any other way! With the end of one season begins a different one. Don’t be afraid to let the past fall away and become something even better. Carpe Diem! You must live in the now, the past is gone and tomorrow is not guaranteed.
And here is our first reappearance of the Three of Swords, paired with the Four of Disks. The Thoth Three of Swords isn’t all that different from the RWS Three of Swords. In this image, it seems as if neither the heart nor the roses are having undue suffering! Make sure what you chose to protect and strengthen is not a reaction to sorrows. Loss and heartache are unavoidable.

Oh boy! I had to laugh; this oracle cards could not have given me a better summation of “themes I know” ahead of me this month! Without getting too personal, lets do a quick overview:
I’ll find myself in the public-eye and having to be larger than life; while this is something I go through pains to avoid, I can capitalize on the opportunity to share ideas and projects I’ve been working on, make myself known, and also gain some recognition for efforts that are typically invisible to others.
Escape comes in many forms, from physically going to a different place, going to a different place in your mind, or using your money for escapist pleasures. This month, take time to “get away”! Its good to take a break here and there to have fun and think of new ideas and recharge. You may also find yourself in a situation where there is nothing to do other than just escape!
And Friendship. You will be extra sensitive to your friends needs and emotions. They may need you more so this month. You are used to dealing with things on your own, but perhaps now you need a good friend. Reciprocal friendships are the most nurturing and fulfilling. Escape with a friend!
Quite the dense reading! I’m looking forward to finishing this month using the Thoth decks, and with out a doubt I’ll have to return to them soon! Do you use the Thoth system? What are your decks you’re using in the lovely month of June?
































































